WE BOTH LEFT AT 10






Again, I saw my mad friend across the road. As usual, he laughed at the sight of me. There, on his cheeks, lovely dimples deepened. His eyes, though bloodshot, could melt a heart. Brown teeth sat behind his unattractive broken lips. Thank God, his mustache fell a bit short of covering his upper lip. No one would have known how ugly the dark little lump of muscles were. His dreadlocks reminded me of the popular singer; how beautiful would a neat one be? But my friend's, well, could not have been worse, or more disheveled. 

Adorned his majesty with a shirt and a pair of trousers. One thing stood out, half of one trouser was torn and dragging on the floor. Some parts were missing on the shirt, somehow. He loved banana, he still did. In a not-too-dirty nylon, packed was a bunch of bananas, dark-spotted. His guitar had changed. As he grew, it grew too. They became old together. The guitar, really old and out of a couple of strings. He, also, in his early 30s looked fiftyish. 

One weird thing; he tied a red rope around his left thigh, and weirder, a green one around his left ankle. I stood 50 meters away, watching with tear-filled eyes. This is my mad friend, but we both left at 10.

At a crucial juncture in his life, I thought, he must have found solace in sitting down at this junction where we last met. He rested his back against the rough bark. The tree also, as far as I remembered, was old. The old guitar, with its weak strings, held tightly against his thighs, looked sad and gloomy, like it knew someone who knew its luster past lurked nearby. 

Indeed, I found tears more comforting as the pain harshly wrenched my heart. We, together, left home at 10.

At night, under the dim light, in front of the old club, same as it was, my mad friend sang and played loudly beside the pole. Beautiful songs! He sang louder than he played Platten's fight song. But the rhythm could really break a heart. 


"Like a small boat

On the ocean

Sending big waves

Into motion

Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion


And all those things I didn't sayWrecking balls inside my brainI will scream them loud tonightCan you hear my voice this time?

This is my fight songTake back my life songProve I'm alright songMy power's turned onStarting right now I'll be strongI'll play my fight songAnd I don't really care if nobody else believes'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried about meAnd it's been twenty years I miss my home
But there's a fire burning in my bones
Still believe
Yeah, I still believe..."


With passion, he sang. And louder, his voice went with each line of the lyrics. The tear dam broke, I felt wet on my face. That's my friend.

At that moment, I found tears more comforting as the pain harshly wrenched my heart. We, together, left home at 10.

The goodbye he said still echoed in my ears. "Goodbye," He waved his tiny little hands, "Till we meet again."

At this same junction, we departed, two sane kids. "Oh, My mad friend." I moaned. 

"I have found a home

Among birds

The home I longed for

That I may see afresh 

My home among the sane

Where morning is morning 

And night is really dark

Oh, Sane! Remember 

I am your close brother

Teach me to live

Once again this life..."  He rattled on.

Gently, I wayfore towards him. He saw me. He stopped. 2 decades ago, two trains left. one, forward. The other, in fact, to the far back. His eyes shined with unshed tears. As if, at that moment, his sanity returned and he remembered that silent night, at this same junction. We, together, left home at 10. He let go of the fight against his tears. They came in a hurry, on their sad journey to the jaw. 

As he stared at me, and more at the bucket in my hands, he wept bitterly. He was broken, just like me. At that point, I indeed found tears more comforting as the pain harshly wrenched my heart. We, together, left home at 10.



He stood. I walked. More tears. I removed the small towel across my shoulders, and dropped the bucket I used to hawk sachet water. My feet were dirty, almost like his; in fact, they did look alike, but, I was wearing a pair of old slippers. Mad too? No. The train that went forward didn't get there. But, remember, we both left at 10.




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First published on September 9, 2019.

WE BOTH LEFT AT 10  WE BOTH LEFT AT 10 Reviewed by Onifade Oladimeji Samson on September 09, 2019 Rating: 5

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